notfocused247

What I be is what I be.

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Long Silences and Stoic Faces by notfocused247, literature

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Long Silences and Stoic Faces

I've found it hard to talk about specific people. I can't use your name when I write about you. I've found that it has nothing to do with fear of being found out or being hated or anything superficial like that. It is because everyone has become so general that the borders between people don't seem important to me. We are all so similar. I know how you are feeling, whether or not you believe it or not. I am as messed up & confused as you are. I am as concerned & apathetic & illogical & incomplete as you are. & what's more, you can never tell me anything about such things. You can't reach that deeply into yourself & no matter how hard I try,

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Flow by notfocused247, literature

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Flow

Either way, whether relative or not I don't believe in your thoughts of insanity or love Your heart beats so quickly When it closes in on mine And you break open a salvaged wound Induce me with the blood of the apathetic hereby It's another one of those things that needs to go unexplained Exulted into anything and everything Still you query my reasons A lie comes out clean I don't understand why I don't just tell you Something always seems to intervene You run through my mind like an endless faucet You don't know the half of it Gush_Surge_Stream_Pour_Flow

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: New York
Favourite genre of music: [ jAZZ, jAZZ fUSION, (dark)aMBIENT, cLASSIC rOCK, nO wAVE, eXPERIMENTAL nOISE, aVANTgARDE bullshit ]
Favourite photographer: Cleo Sullivan.
Favourite cartoon character: Spongebob & Patrick
Personal Quote: "moving us towards a light, impossibility"

Favourite Visual Artist

Salvador Dali, Gustav Klimt, Basquiat, Edward Hopper, Frida Kahlo, ect.

Favourite Movies

Virgin Suicides, Requiem, Casablanca, Finding Neverland, Trainspotting, Shopgirl, Fight Club

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

I've got lots.

Favourite Writers

Bukowski / Sylvia Plath / Tim Kinsella / Aimee Bender / Kafka / Camus / e. e. cummings

Favourite Games

Pac Man

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2 * Super Nintendo

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[Music] * [Art] * [Literature]

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notfocused247

Apr 4, 2006

liz fraser

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I want to be you & your voice because it all sings so so beautifully. " teardrop  on  the  fire fearless on my breath "

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notfocused247

Jan 6, 2006

Update(s) Soon

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But right now I am completely sick with some sort of death cold. If you smacked the back of my head  fluids would come spewing from my eyes, nose, mouth & ears. :dead:

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notfocused247

Oct 15, 2005

dry hands are useless.

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I've been having trouble seeing myself in the future. This is not some nihilist declaration, but it is something. I feel like returning home / I feel like taking up smoking again. I will try really hard not to miss the wrong people / I will try really hard not to forget the wrong things. & then I will be right here, again. & you, will still be right there.